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Where Have All the Angels Gone?<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n Where have all the angels gone? Have they all gone away? \u00a0They flew away when the selfishness and shallowness rose in clouds and blocked the last feeble tendrils of sunlight that once shone on me. Now all my “everydays” have turned into discordant dirges defining the darkness and only demons and devils dance to the music.<\/span><\/p>\n Where have all the angels gone? <\/span><\/p>\n Musing now\u2026 <\/span>I can barely remember when the angels flew near and watched over me and I lived blessed by their love. I can vaguely remember the beautiful silver glint of the sun\u2019s reflection off sweet golden angel wings. It was a beautiful and fortunate time in my life yet I was blithe and cavalier and I took those lovely angelic halcyon days for granted. I deserved them after all \u2014 I had them coming to me.<\/span><\/p>\n In my life, the angels have come to visit me quite a few times but I never appreciated them when they were here. I took them as my due \u2014 I was special and I deserved the blessings of life.<\/span><\/p>\n But then I realize it\u2019s not just my life the angels have abandoned; there\u2019s a dearth of angels in this sad world of selfishness, avarice, and pandering.<\/span><\/p>\n On the news last night, I saw a ten-minute clip of millions of starving children in Niger and didn\u2019t see a single angel there. What I saw were ravaged children caressed by desperate mothers helpless to provide nourishment to their own flesh and blood and often watching their children die in one last weak and futile scream for something, anything, to eat.<\/span><\/p>\n But the world is awash in money and food is everywhere, still, I watched as a Nigerian mother tried to feed her family of three young children with a pitiful soup made from six tiny leaves she plucked from a nearby tree. This will be the last meal she\u2019ll make from that tree this season. There are no more leaves on that tree.<\/span><\/p>\n I watched as a mother\u2019s tears dripped onto the bloated abdomen of her starving child and then watched as the mother wailed in abject grief when the child died in her arms. I watch as the mother\u2019s tears ran down the dead child\u2019s belly.<\/span><\/p>\n We spend trillions on wars and cars and cell phones and makeup and gourmet cuisine. We deserve it \u2013 we are somehow the chosen ones but is only by dumb luck we weren\u2019t born in a country like Niger. It is only providence that we aren\u2019t trying to feed our children with a few shriveled leaves plucked from a gnarly tree.<\/span><\/p>\n While I\u2019ve been busy on my tablet and you\u2019ve been busy on your smartphone, ten thousand more poor, helpless children have been taken by death and the most we can say is \u2013\u201cThat\u2019s a shame. But what can I do about it?\u201d The biggest shame is that\u2019s what we always say \u2014 we shrug and say \u201cIt\u2019s too bad\u201d then go back to worrying about the really important things like a new computer, our Facebook pages, buying a new phone, or finding a new person to date.<\/span><\/p>\n Where have all the angels gone? <\/span><\/p>\n I didn\u2019t recognize them when they were here before. All the good things that came my way when the angels were here have long since perished ins swirling clouds of shallow selfishness and endless quests for self-validation and self-gratification. That quest, of course, is always futile. The Angels don\u2019t play here anymore. They\u2019ve long since flown away.<\/span><\/p>\n Somewhere the sun still shines pallid and weak. It will never be as sweet or as warm or as bright as it was when the angels graced my life. The demons and the dark sad, sick birds of death circle around waiting for my spirit to relinquish the last frail ounce of hope I have managed to keep inside.<\/span><\/p>\n Where have all the angels gone? There aren\u2019t many angels left in this world of deep yet shallow darkness. While I wrote this, 12,000 more babies starved to death while our politicians spent enough on getting elected or re-elected in that same span of time, to have saved every single one of those poor, dying children.<\/span><\/p>\n Think of all the billions of dollars spent on political elections. Instead of throwing money at political candidates who will say anything to drink the power of office, think of how many poor starving families with kids we could help.<\/span><\/p>\n It\u2019s easy to say, \u201cWhat can I do about it?\u201d and carry on with our lives and our shallow pursuits. But I can\u2019t seem to can\u2019t get the images of that mother\u2019s tears rolling down her dying baby\u2019s bloated belly. I look around. It seems to me we\u2019re all so selfish and self-centered, and some so greedy, and some so needy, that we actually believe that saying \u201cWhat can I do about it?\u201d is a valid excuse. With our excuses made, we then can go on with our lives and soon forget how terribly those poor children suffer. Though we turn our faces and thoughts away from them, those children still suffer and starve to death.<\/span><\/p>\n As long as we don\u2019t have to look at them or be reminded of them, the \u201cwhat can I do about it\u201d excuses us and assuages our consciences, and allow us to pursue really important things:<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cWait until I tell my Facebook friends about my new boyfriend.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cWait until everyone finds out I got a new boat.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cI can\u2019t wait to get my new iPhone.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n \u201cWe\u2019re going to dinner at that new four-star restaurant tonight. I\u2019m so excited.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n Right now all I can see in my mind\u2019s eye are all those poor, starving children. I know that every single one of them could be easily fed with the food we throw away every single day.<\/span><\/p>\n But what can we do about it?<\/span><\/p>\n Where have all the angels gone?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n What can I do about it?<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Where Have All the Angels Gone? Where have all the angels gone? Have they all gone away? \u00a0They flew away when the selfishness and shallowness rose in clouds and blocked the last feeble tendrils of sunlight that once shone on me. 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