{"id":32159,"date":"2026-06-04T09:57:23","date_gmt":"2026-06-04T13:57:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.thundercloud.net\/infoave\/new\/?p=32159"},"modified":"2026-06-04T09:57:23","modified_gmt":"2026-06-04T13:57:23","slug":"used-to-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.thundercloud.net\/infoave\/new\/used-to-be\/","title":{"rendered":"Used to Be"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Just a quick note; an introduction if you will&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">This week, I thought I&#8217;d do something different and write a poem instead of an essay. So, if you were expecting a new essay today, check back next week.\u00a0 Don&#8217;t worry, my poem is the old-fashioned kind &#8211; not freestyle or modern poetry. It&#8217;s just me, writing from my heart. I hope you take the time to read it; it would mean a lot to me.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 24pt;\">Used to Be<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">It used to be so easy when the skies were crystal blue,<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">And the clouds created Canyons just for me and you.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Dragon heads, tiara crowns, and beasts no eyes can see, <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Floating high above our heads today in silent majesty.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Devastated magic trills the thunder rolling through <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Ancient eyes evoke the gloom that was once so bright and true.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">It used to be so easy to dance and praise the rain <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Now it&#8217;s hard to feel the joy beyond this palisade of pain.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Wondering with jaded thoughts where those feelings went.\u00a0<\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\"><br \/>\nI look with clouded, weeping eyes at nothing relevant.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Just another struggle, just another day of pain.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">The walking path I used to love, I will never walk again.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">The days close in around me, with intentions clearly cloaked<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">My legs are frozen to the ground. My choices are revoked.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">I am drowning in the present while reaching for the past<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">To find the guitar player who knew it couldn&#8217;t last.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">And the long-lost boys of Second Street, whose names I still recall<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Who practiced in a cellar and wrote songs upon the wall.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">The boys who grabbed a fishbowl at a tavern by the bay<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">And waited for the stardom we were sure would come our way.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">But life came fast and quickly and scattered us away<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">And all that&#8217;s left are echoes of the songs we used to play. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">How fast my life raced past me; no warnings were received. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Memories stained and fading of all that I believed.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">I stand upon a hillside and look down the hill below<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">And see the lonely graveyard and almost everyone I know. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">The monuments seem minimized, but each one still tells a tale<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Each stone a quiet author with a story to regale.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">My body is now broken, no evidence of youth.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">Just the resignation of the one sad and final truth.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">My friends are sleeping peacefully with the memories that they made.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: helvetica, arial, sans-serif;\">They lie in silent perfect peace on the hill where bluebells fade.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Just a quick note; an introduction if you will&#8230; This week, I thought I&#8217;d do something different and write a poem instead of an essay. So, if you were expecting a new essay today, check back next week.\u00a0 Don&#8217;t worry, my poem is the old-fashioned kind &#8211; not freestyle or modern poetry. 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